Throwing It Away

There's a fuzzy spot where you can get caught between wanting awakening, preparing for it, when you're simply in no mans land.

Nothing motivates anymore. There's nothing you really want either. Perhaps somehow if only it was easy. You could just throw everything away get struck by one of these experiences the awake talk about.

Somehow you sense everything you know is really useless yet wanting to unlearn everything is just another sideshow. Stuck between wanting to not want nowhere and wanting to be Awake. See the real truth. Ha ha ha ha...Just another sideshow.